Mrs. R

Let's recap.......I have a couple really close good girlfriends......Mrs. D and Mrs. C who would do anything for me. Now Mrs. R was a really good friend of mine and roomate. She is the biggest drama queen I have ever met! I do love her though. She is the one who led me to the drama. So to speak. Anyways, now she is mad at me because she thinks I talked a whole bunch of shit about her. Which is not true. It was just Mrs. T trying to start trouble. Maybe one of these days I will go and actually talk to Mrs. R......that is if she doesn't want to kill me. Lol! Since her and Mrs. M got into Mrs. D's face at the club one night about me. If they hurt her I will have to kick some ass! And that's not a pretty picture.

Mrs. L1

Mr. C's mom......Mrs. L1. I love her! She has had a very hard life. But has luckily found the man of her dreams! Mrs. L1 is the best! I haven't seen her in a couple years now! I can't wait to see her again! She makes my day! We talk occasionally on msn messenger and sometimes I call her. But for the most part, we don't really get to have a "deep" conversation. She has been a great listener and friend for me during all my "boys". I haven't gotten to tell her about Mr. F yet! Oh no! She will probably tell me to "play it safe" and be concerned for me. Which I love more than anything! I am just trying to have fun.....is that so wrong? Actually she knows the truth.....I really want true love. It's something that I have been thinking about for a while now. Since I am almost 29......I feel like I need that in my life. I know that I don't but it would be nice to have someone to come home to every night who loves me for me.....and all my little quirks! :) Anyways, Mr. C is not very keen on the idea that his mother and I still are really good friends. She is very upset that Mr. C and I didn't work out. But it's for the best.....really. We will see. Life throws some crazy curve balls.....especially at me! Everything happens for a reason. And everyone is put in my life for a reason. Mr. C was put in my life to get me away from Mr. M for good.......so that was a good thing. So anyways, I love and miss you Mrs. L1! I am glad that you are a big part of my life! :)

Mrs. L

My sister.....Mrs. L. We may not have the best relationship but I still love her. She has 3 chillins. They are a very big handful! 8.....4....& 3! Two boys and a girl who is the youngest. Of course with 2 older brothers gets beat up and thrown around. But she dishes it out as much as they do! And wins a lot too! Anyways, having an older sister is kinda hard. She is very hard on me because I am not married with a house and kids. And with me being adopted, it makes it even harder. So basically in her eyes I am not worth anything because I am not complete without these things. Too bad she is very jealous of me and my life. Maybe because I can go and do anything I want without having to "check-in" with my husband and kids! I love not having that sort of commitment right now. But I am miserable at the same time because I don't have that security of having someone to come home to every night. She has taught me a lot about relationships though. I have been there for her through her ups and downs in her marriage. Too bad I have thought about being married since I was 15! That's just too much. But I feel like I am doing fine in life.....full time student and just having fun! Friends on the side...it's all good. I will find true happiness someday. I am not looking for it anymore though. I learned the hard way with Mr. M and so on and so forth.

Mrs. C

Ok....I am very confused. Mrs. C is married and has 2 beautiful chillins with her husband. Now that's not what I am confused about. Where the confusion lays is the fact that her husband doesn't want to even touch her! I think this is very odd! What is his problem? They got married because they love each other, right? Well.........FUCK HER FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!!! She tries everything! Handcuffs, whip cream, sexy nighties, candles.......you get the picture. I want to just grab him and shake the shit out of him! And say, "Look fucker! You need to take care of some business here!" But no........I don't say anything and poor Mrs. C get more and more and more sexually frustrated as the days go on. I have even tried to "find" her some ass! I just don't know what else I can do except be there for her. I mean come on! Great sex......no commintment! No strings attached! Just a friend with GREAT BENEFITS! Now I am very vocal and open about my sex life....I swallow. I even tried to get her to do that! But he won't have anything to do with it! He says it's "disrespectful". BULL SHIT! It's a huge turn on! Anyways, enough of me rambling. I am starting to get angry about the whole situation all over again. You know I love ya and would do anything for you! Just give me the word! :)

Mrs. D

Let's start by saying.....forgive and forget. Mrs. D is a very great friend of mine. We go way back. We used to work together at Wal-Mart. She is married with 2 beautiful chillins! Her husband is quiet but he loves her unconditionaly. She has always been there for me. What can I say? Everyone needs a friend like her. She is sometimes judgemental....but only because she cares. Like my whole situation with Mr. J2. She warned me of his scandolous ways. I didn't listen because I am dumb! But I am so sorry for how I treated her and all my friends while I was with him. I hope that someday things will be back to normal. I should have never put a man before my friend! I know better! Men come and go....but friends.....good, true friends are forever! :)