Mrs. L

My sister.....Mrs. L. We may not have the best relationship but I still love her. She has 3 chillins. They are a very big handful! 8.....4....& 3! Two boys and a girl who is the youngest. Of course with 2 older brothers gets beat up and thrown around. But she dishes it out as much as they do! And wins a lot too! Anyways, having an older sister is kinda hard. She is very hard on me because I am not married with a house and kids. And with me being adopted, it makes it even harder. So basically in her eyes I am not worth anything because I am not complete without these things. Too bad she is very jealous of me and my life. Maybe because I can go and do anything I want without having to "check-in" with my husband and kids! I love not having that sort of commitment right now. But I am miserable at the same time because I don't have that security of having someone to come home to every night. She has taught me a lot about relationships though. I have been there for her through her ups and downs in her marriage. Too bad I have thought about being married since I was 15! That's just too much. But I feel like I am doing fine in life.....full time student and just having fun! Friends on the side...it's all good. I will find true happiness someday. I am not looking for it anymore though. I learned the hard way with Mr. M and so on and so forth.